Hye cuties all there!!!
look at my title for this entry. what had cross your mind?? is it your first crush or your first love?? or you never experienced any of this?? haha ( is my laugh too cruel?) ok.never mind ladies. if you never have a crush or a lover, i am sure you will find it when you got married. this is better then you have a lot of crush, engaged with somebody else and then got married with someone you never expect. am i right? hehe
at first, let me try to explain what is actually the meaning of first crush. first crush is about someone you have date for the first time. he is the first one who said 'I LOVE YOU' or 'I MISS YOU' or any other sweet word to you. he make you world so colorful and wonderful when you were date with him. you may said 'I LOVE YOU' to your first crush but remember, LOVE is only once and for one. meaning that to your first crush, you may said the word love was truly from your heart but after you broke up, you can simply said its only just a word, you didn't mean it or whatever. this is because, after you broke up, you will find a guy who are more loving, more handsome, and more charming as you can forget your first crush easily.
first crush is easy to recognize because we know he is our first crush as he is our first date. but for your first love?? it is not that easy. love is too subjective. it is too hard to explain about love. only who had experienced it will know how its feel. now.. can you mention about your first love?? is he your 10th crush?? HAHA i dont know about you, but for me, my first crush wasn't my first love. do you want to know how can i differentiate it? actually, i dont really know.i am only realize about this when i meet my first love. i just can say that my feelings toward him is very different from other of my crush before. i dont have many crush ok. i want to say he is my first love..at the same time, i want to be his first love too. but i dont think so. i dont know wether i am his first love or not. he never mentioned it to me. ooppss...i think i have gone too far talking about me.
from the bottom of my heart, i admit that i can't forget about my first crush. this is real. you will never forget about him as he the one who introduce you to LOVE. but it doesnt mean i love him. its just sometimes, when it come to something that remind me to him, i will just thinking about him and said to myself, 'how stupid i am'..HAHA it just for me because i think it is a waste to date with someone we not gonna marry with. but somehow, i appreciate him as he teach me many things about life, feeling and love.however, when its come to your first love, you never can feel it again with any other guy. the feeling is very different. when you see his eyes, its will drive you crazy. you feel like you are in the air. when he was talking to you, you only heard his voice and you only can see him. even if a bomb explodes you will never awake.huhu
in front of your first crush, you always want to be perfect. you don't want him to know about your bad side. but for your first love, you can just being yourself. this is because your first love will accept you as who you are now. he will make your day cheerful and never broke your heart. besides, with your first love, you will never think about break up and you even can't imagine if he leave you. even when you had the biggest fight with him, you never thought about break up. you can simply forgive him because he is your lover. you just think you can't forget him. for me, my first love is someone who made me can't think about other guys after i felt in love with him. LOVE is about something deeply inside your heart. it cant be shown by thousand of the words love but it can be prove by the way you treat him. only you know how you treat your first crush and your first love.first crush Vs first love is like this "first crush is memorable, but first love is unforgettable".
thats all from me. this entry make me remind of him. but my love to my first love is more strong to blew him away. i hope my first crush have found his love. ^___^
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ps : pray for me so that my first love will be my last love ever and my hubby. hihi
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Hye everyone..
yesterday, we had discussed about the story tittled "Kevin" written by Catherine Lim. this short story was really interesting and have its own messages to all mothers and sons out there. in my point of view, this story is about a mother who really love and cares about her only son. unfortunately, because of her extremely way to make her son success, she failed to show to her son that she love him. Kevin, as her son only think that his mother was selfish and never think about him.
from the bottom of my heart, i really love Kevin's mother. but i don't really want a mother like this. i think she is completely superb mother. but she only miss one thing. she failed to understand her son and she don't have any empathy. maybe from her side, she think she had done the best for Kevin. she had helped Kevin to study, she make sure that Kevin have a healthy breakfast, she also know who was Kevin's friends. furthermore, in the subject that she think she was helpless, she pay a tutor to teach Kevin. this showed that she really want the best for Kevin. unfortunately, the desire of his mother to make Kevin as the best in the class make Kevin feel stress. this is because Kevin's mother was too constrain. she was not tolerate at all and want Kevin to follow her directive all the time. for example, she object to allow Kevin to watch football match and bring Kevin to watch Star Wars even though Kevin show that he wasn't happy.
personally, i am pity to Kevin. he dont have a chance to show his feeling, his will and even his desire. his life only for his mother. i am impress how he became so obedient and never rebel or object his mother. this prove how success his mother train him since child. Kevin was a good son. she always try to fulfill his mother desire more than his own. i am very touch when i read he gave a chewing gum to Boon Kee because he remember that his mother doesn't like him to chew gum. this show how obedient he were even not in front of his mother. unfortunately his mother never understand him.
what i am not agree about Kevin is about his feeling about his mother. i cant feel a love from him to his mother. how can he feel nothing when he heard his mother was warded because of her ulcers. apart from that, i dont totally blaming him since he was the victim of situation. no one should be blaming because of this. this problem can be settle down if only this mother and son try to discuss from heart to heart and try to find a solution so that both of them will get what they want. i think Kevin's mother should not put too extremely high expectation to Kevin because this not gonna work to make Kevin success. thats why he drop his result from 95 to 82. Its not what Kevin want. he had try his best. maybe because of the stress he done a lot of mistake in the examination.
in a nutshell, whatever Kevin's mother had done, she only a mother who loves her son and wanna the best for him. and Kevin need to persuade his mother to give him a little space for him to decide his life by his own. i know that Kevin love his mother. he just cannot accept the way his mother treat him.
ps : I love you mom. :)
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hello ladies and gentleman..
I don't have much ideas to talk about. right now, in my mind I am just thinking of cakes. I dont know why lately I became so active in baking a cake. are you don't believe it? you can check this out
here. She is my best friend. but wait the minute. why she didn't mention my name in her entry. T__T never mind..I know she is quiet shy.hihi
now, back to our tittle today. I just like to sharing what I feel about myself. when my lecturer ask me to make an entry about achievement, I keep asking myself. am I successful person? or am I a looser?? since I was in kindergarten, I always being looser. how sad. I don't have many friends and i was also bad in sport. when I was in primary school, I started to make a friend but still I am not very good in making friends. I was a lonely person which sat in a corner in the class and always day dreaming. teachers also dont know my name and I am not pretty sure whether they realize my existence in the class. T__T when I was in standard three, I make some friends. unfortunately, I don't know where was my mistakes and they became my foe. at that time, I felt that I am the worst looser in the world.
started from that time, I had awake and set in my target. I want to be success not only in academic but in my precious life. I tried hard to involve in activities organized by school. for me, my first success was when I have a best friend. she gave me support and help me a lot to build up my confidence. when I was in standard 5, I became active in sports and also competition like story telling, poem and many more. I remembered that I had take part in coloring competition and I worth my effort when I got first prize which make me own a bicycle. that was one of my sweet successful moment.
when I was in secondary school, I make a lot of friends, boys and girls. I lived in hostel and that was something I never forget. living at the hostel just like I came into new world, new family and new life. life at hostel teach me many thing especially about friendship and love. love here was not love between a boy and a girl ok. when I was in the school, I never know about that kind of love. I only know about love now when I meet my mr. Right. eeewww... haha
ok.I think I had talk a lot without no specific point.haha actually, I want to say that everyone have their own success. am I success? YES. in my own way. maybe I don't got straight A's in my SPM. but I am still success since I worked very hard to get what I got. for me, success is not about what you had achieve, but it is what have you done to achieve what you want.can you get it? so, dear friend, target high as you think you can do it and please work hard to achieve it. then you can call it is your best achievement.
my best achievement is being myself, have a lot of friends, have a sweet moments with my beloved friends and found my way to be a great teacher. my next achievement is make my parents proud, be a great teacher and lovely wife.oopppss...hihi
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| this will be my next achievement.HAHA |
see you guys. :)
ps : my latest achievement was baked 5 chiffon cakes in two days. (proud) :p
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drovers had to overcome the problem of the long journey such as a sufficient
food for the cattle. He had to rely on the food they found along the way.
Besides, he need to redirecting the cattle along the right tracks and make sure
they did not feed on the private land. He had to be on look-out for the farm he
will pass and warn the farmer earlier. Sometimes, they also have a problem when
farmer’s cattle mixed with his cattle. In addition, cattle are easily
frightened by sudden loud noises which make this dangerous for the drovers. He
also has to cope with bands of robbers who might attack him for his money or
drive some of his cattle. To overcome this, he had to have an intimate
knowledge of the temperament of his animals in order to judge how far and how
fast to drive them. They must not be overdriven and need rest sufficiently.
ps : quite boring?? thanks for reading. :)
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Hello my lovely readers!!
Today I would like to talk about perfumes or fragrances. ( am I think I want to give a speech??). Do you love perfumes? If you say NOT, OMG!! don't you have a nose? perfumes is the most happiness thing in my life to think about. I really love perfumes and I don't stick to only one fragrance. I think I love all the fragrances I ever smelled. haha. kind weired. Some of fragrances are not fragrant. Errr... What I am saying is, have you ever smell someone who wear perfumes which the smell is bad, or I can simply say terrible. Hey..of course mine is not in this categories. I have a high taste. ehem..ehem... Actually fragrant is too subjective. different people will have different taste on fragrances. For me, others view is not important since I am wearing perfume for my own. I don't wear it to give others smell it for free.haha But don't be afraid to sit beside me because I'll never charge you if you smell my perfume accidentally.
However, when you bought a perfumes, what aspect do you care much? do you think your perfumes really original and not fakes? before this, I really don't know anything about perfumes. I will grab it once I smell it good without thinking more even for 5 minute. I will take 3 minute to check my wallet to make sure there have a money there. what I really love about perfume is its smell, sure it is the first aspect I would think about. secondly, I love the uniqueness of the bottles. there are varieties of them and they are so cute for me. actually, if only I have a lot of money, I wish I can spent all of them to add my perfumes collection. Just now, I only have 6 bottles. 3 of them I bought from Avon because it is affordable for student like me. 3 more bottles I bought from salesman and shopping complex. do you know how I manage to wear 6 of them? do you think I am a perfume crazy to wear 6 of them in a time?? well... I dont know. depends on the type of the fragrant, I will wear them depend on where I will going or who will I met. sometimes, people can judge us from our smell.
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| make sure you wear fragrance that suits you well :) |
In this short entry, I like to share some tips to choose original perfumes. I learn this from experiences and also some reading. first and foremost, when I want to bought a perfume, I will shake it first. Upon shaking the bottle the bubbles that are made by the movement should disappear in a span of approximately 10 seconds, after it is shaken, if not, there is a possibility that it is pirated . when you shake it, the original perfumes must not have any dirt or any other substances. it must be liquid only. you also need to check for the spelling. this always happen to other famous brand. sometimes, it make me laugh. how can they change the name from Billabong to Millabong?? this is not perfumes brand. but I am talking about this because it happened to my friend. she was really mad at that time. so, make sure you check the spell correctly before you buy any perfumes especially famous brand. Dont waste your money for something fakes. original fragrances will last for 24 hours when you spray it on paper while the fake one only last for 2 to 3 hour. Another important detail is that, fake perfume smells differently. It might smell the same at first when you spray it on the air. However, after a while, the smells becomes kind of rancid. Oh my. Please do be careful when choosing your perfume. you also need to check code engraved on the bottle should be same on the box.
To be honest, this is really annoying to check all of this. actually I dont really that nagging since perfumes I bought is not a famous brand. But I will really more than nagging if I buy perfumes from Miracle Lancome, Channel Cristalle or Lancome Hynose. I will buy all of them when I am working next 3 years. huhu
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| all my beloved perfumes |
I think its enough for this entry. it should be longer than my past entry right. fuhh... lastly I have done updating my blog. you have no idea how long I take time to write this. (T____T) thanks for reading. :)
ps : I want to share a quote here. I notice many of my friends really love quotes from Tumblr. so I found one for them.
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hi cute girls and handsome guy!!
This is my first entry on my own blog. Wow! I have my own blog. Can you believe that? I love reading blog but I never expect I will have my own blog especially in English. First of all, I want you to know why I am doing this even though I know my English is bad (T__T) . My English Lecturer had asked my classmates and I to create our own blog and we must update it at least two to three times a week. This may be hard for me since I am not good in writing. So, I would like to apologize if there is a lot of grammartical errors and I will try to improve and learn from my mistake.
This blog may be boring since I am not born with a talent to attract people but, who cares. hihi I will write anything I would like to share and if u don't like, who ask you to read? I don't mind. I will try to be honest and just being myself. I don't really wish people read my blog because I am quite a shy person. LoL.
An introduction of me, I am only an ordinary girl who will be a great teacher, pray for me. I am a sister of 6 younger brothers and a younger sister. I also have a loving brother and a caring sister above me. I love to bake a cake and decorate it, thats why my url is my cute cupcakes. cupcakes is very cute. I am pity for them because they was created to be eaten. They are too cute to be eaten. don't you think so? so, please stop eating my cute cupcakes.
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| how cute.. just like me..hihi |
In this entry, I would like to thank to Madam Iswander for your concerned, try to improve our English in the way of fun, blogging. Without her, I think I will never be brave and confidence like this to have my own blog in English.
Since this is my first post, I don't have much ideas to talk about. Never mind, I'll try to write a lot in my next entry. Wait for me ok. Till then, see ya.
Ps : Special thank to someone who was helping me to create this awesome blog. I heart you . :)
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