Hye cuties all there!!!
look at my title for this entry. what had cross your mind?? is it your first crush or your first love?? or you never experienced any of this?? haha ( is my laugh too cruel?) ok.never mind ladies. if you never have a crush or a lover, i am sure you will find it when you got married. this is better then you have a lot of crush, engaged with somebody else and then got married with someone you never expect. am i right? hehe
at first, let me try to explain what is actually the meaning of first crush. first crush is about someone you have date for the first time. he is the first one who said 'I LOVE YOU' or 'I MISS YOU' or any other sweet word to you. he make you world so colorful and wonderful when you were date with him. you may said 'I LOVE YOU' to your first crush but remember, LOVE is only once and for one. meaning that to your first crush, you may said the word love was truly from your heart but after you broke up, you can simply said its only just a word, you didn't mean it or whatever. this is because, after you broke up, you will find a guy who are more loving, more handsome, and more charming as you can forget your first crush easily.
first crush is easy to recognize because we know he is our first crush as he is our first date. but for your first love?? it is not that easy. love is too subjective. it is too hard to explain about love. only who had experienced it will know how its feel. now.. can you mention about your first love?? is he your 10th crush?? HAHA i dont know about you, but for me, my first crush wasn't my first love. do you want to know how can i differentiate it? actually, i dont really know.i am only realize about this when i meet my first love. i just can say that my feelings toward him is very different from other of my crush before. i dont have many crush ok. i want to say he is my first love..at the same time, i want to be his first love too. but i dont think so. i dont know wether i am his first love or not. he never mentioned it to me. ooppss...i think i have gone too far talking about me.
from the bottom of my heart, i admit that i can't forget about my first crush. this is real. you will never forget about him as he the one who introduce you to LOVE. but it doesnt mean i love him. its just sometimes, when it come to something that remind me to him, i will just thinking about him and said to myself, 'how stupid i am'..HAHA it just for me because i think it is a waste to date with someone we not gonna marry with. but somehow, i appreciate him as he teach me many things about life, feeling and love.however, when its come to your first love, you never can feel it again with any other guy. the feeling is very different. when you see his eyes, its will drive you crazy. you feel like you are in the air. when he was talking to you, you only heard his voice and you only can see him. even if a bomb explodes you will never awake.huhu
in front of your first crush, you always want to be perfect. you don't want him to know about your bad side. but for your first love, you can just being yourself. this is because your first love will accept you as who you are now. he will make your day cheerful and never broke your heart. besides, with your first love, you will never think about break up and you even can't imagine if he leave you. even when you had the biggest fight with him, you never thought about break up. you can simply forgive him because he is your lover. you just think you can't forget him. for me, my first love is someone who made me can't think about other guys after i felt in love with him. LOVE is about something deeply inside your heart. it cant be shown by thousand of the words love but it can be prove by the way you treat him. only you know how you treat your first crush and your first love.first crush Vs first love is like this "first crush is memorable, but first love is unforgettable".
thats all from me. this entry make me remind of him. but my love to my first love is more strong to blew him away. i hope my first crush have found his love. ^___^
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| for my love.. ^__^ |
ps : pray for me so that my first love will be my last love ever and my hubby. hihi
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